this blog is for my own personal use, to express my feelings/vent, track my weightloss, and more etc. trying to lose weight in the most healthiest way.

sw:132
cw: 130128127125
lw; 113
stgw; 115
ltgw; 100
ugw; 90
h:5'2
time elapse : six 5 months


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35070) I’m scared that if I have children, they will have an ED like me.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

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35079) Sometimes, I wish my parents would find out what I’ve gone through. Then maybe they would hate me less and try to help me get better. The more probable scenario is that they would just blame me more for why they hate their own lives.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

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35159) I gain weight, lose weight, gain & lose, gain & lose. I look in the mirror and I don’t know what I see anymore. I just hope nobody else can see what I see.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

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